[Christmas preparation]Received Tue, 19 Oct 2004 12:15:27 PHT

Soon is Christmas time - Love-Question of the day: What would I do if I could do what i want to do ? Why would i do what i want to do ? Why would I want to do something different from what I do NOW ?

Love-Question of the day:

What would I do if I could do what i want to do ?
Your answer is: ...

Is what i wanted to do different from what I really do NOW ?
If YES, then answer the following questions - else skip to the bottom
section LOVE:

Why would i do what i want to do ?
Your answer is: ...

Why would I want to do something different from what I do NOW ?
Your answer is: ...


LOVE is to really show that you love what you do NOW
LOVE is to really let all know that it's your free choice of love to do
what you do
LOVE is to be fully aware yourself that you decided to do whatever you
do NOW

Hence

never say again "I have to ..."
But say "I want to ..." OR "I have decided to ..."

and whatever you want to or have decided to

should be done with all your LOVE from the bottom of your divine heart
and divine soul

IF you encounter any problems on the path YOU have decided to go or you
wanted to go,
then
any such possible problem is part of your EGO's choice
any such possible problem is part of your spiritual lessons to learn to
dissolve anything causing problems

because
anything and everything causing problems is but the manifestation and
result of YOUR lacking capability

to fall in love
to give ALL love
to accept all love
to absorb all love

inside your divine heart instead of inside your brain

NO brain can ever absorb love
nor can any human brain ever understand true love

love can be but felt inside your heart
there is but ONE single person having the switch or key to FULLY OPEN
YOUR heart

YOU

If YOU can truly love - because YOU have fully opened your heart
then YOU could be as happy as possible with whoever shared YOUR bed last
night
even if that is somebody totally different from the one God gave you

because
the one God gave you as well loves to be loved in FULL
the one God gave you loves to love a fully OPEN heart
the one God gave you loves to be ONE with you
oneness only is possible with BOTH having fully open heart
open for God and open for ALL and thus open FOR each other

all the times
eternally

Do what you decided to do
do what you said YES one day some time ago
and accept the love from the one who truly loves YOU
because YOUR remaining problems need to be dissolved in love
and HIS / HER love will help you instantly to fully dissolve in love
whatever might cause you to do whatever you may want to do different
from what you do RIGHT NOW !

And if you really want to do FOR LOVE anything else from what you do
right NOW,
then do it right NOW and dissolve in love all mistakes that have caused
YOU to do NOW something different from what your heart wants to do NOW

Always ask yourself:
what do i want to do if I could do what i really want to do
what is the reason i would do what i want to do
what is the reason why I do what I do

then
act
correct if possible - inside you or your outside by exchanging your outside

and
love
with all your heart, body and soul !

Because SOON is Christmas time
Christmas time is to be spent with the one YOU really love
the one carrying you in love

the one loving you sweetly
- wildly
- gently and divinely
- whatever you want, wish, dream of, thirst for, hunger for

he can give you all the fulfillments of your dreams and needs

for ever and ever
it's YOU the one to make up your mind
and make sure your mind and heart never do what your ego or fear make
you to do

do only for love
do only with love
Soon is Christmas time - a time to LOVE a time OF LOVE