I've read your posts to Hans. May I make a suggestion regarding your "jealous" and "weak" thoughts? Don't try to get rid of them. Acknowledge that they are there, that you cannot alter your girl's past. What happened, happened. It cannot be changed, can it? A young girl who has had 28 lovers must have been deeply unhappy. Now you have come into her life and offered her your love and she has accepted it. You say that she is neutral when she talks of her past, which is painful to you. She sounds neutral because her past pains her even more. Jealousy is a nasty business and hard to confront. I suggest that you do so and see what you learn about yourself as you do. God knows and accepts who you are.
Wishing you the best,
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