Lovely Story

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Jiggo registered
at 02/03/2007, 16:09:21

I do think I have heard it before. I really wonder how on earth could you have done all of this?! I have such respect from you although sometimes it seems you're making things up. 100 hours+ a week. 15 hours a day times 7 = 105. that's only work without almost any sleep man! I mean besides those 15 hours of work a day you surely had to do something else too and then there is little time left for energy refill during sleep.

One question; You see, I always had big problems listening to others telling me what to do. So how in the name of God can I prevent myself from
going nuts from all the nonsense that I am about to hear from all of them? And how can I keep at least a little peace of mind inside my head during all of the work that I'll have to do?

I live in an invironment where drugs are one of the priorities in human life. So of course I tried too in the past. But all these experieces that
I've made have come to realize me that I barely have anything in common with people surrounding me. At least in the sense of thinking about what
we will do with our lives... I don't enjoy discos, in every that I've been only stoned people were there and every time I've been there was a fight until someone had to be taken to the hospital. I don't go to school anymore, I don't see a point to go and theorize about different philosophies and relative laws. I barely watch any tv, there is nothing on but violence or brainwashing, sometimes theres a good show/movie, but just sometimes. However my point is today's youth/adult interests are none of my interests. And its just hard to get along with all of these. I'm a social being, I like a few people around me, but all the time they talk about nonsense, so I really feel better of on my own or alone. At the end of the weekend I usually go with a friend on a mountain, 2-3 hours walk one way, depends where we go. I really am gratefull for that I don't have to go alone here, its kinda boring. And the occasional soccer, basketball hobbie matches are good too. Better than hanging in a bar and drinking coffee. I stopped smoking too, and I won't light again. It totally blocks me.

So if I sum all this up, I come to kind of a conclusion I don't have anything else to do than work, but as I said before, how can I keep myself from losing my mind? Because how can I advance on the path of love without freedom and peace of mind?

Replies To This Message:

God Love Time off never is intended to be used to refill energy - time off is to have fun after worklink hans 1 Sat, Feb 03, 2007, 18:53:51
God Love Third time's a charm Jiggo 1 Sat, Feb 03, 2007, 22:24:13
God Love No need for diploma to be successful in life but need to prove qualifications and need for willpower to really work and really succeed in all you startlink hans 1 Sat, Feb 03, 2007, 23:01:18
God Love Thank you for your suggestion Jiggo 1 Sun, Feb 04, 2007, 22:09:17
God Love Professional qualifications are the key to success - strength in life is the key to acquire qualificationslink hans 1 Sun, Feb 04, 2007, 23:51:52
God Love Oh man Jiggo 0 Mon, Feb 05, 2007, 01:42

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